Well - its just occured to me that I've been on this site for 4 years. In 4 years I've posted 28 things, which is 7 a year. I'm amazed that its as many as that to be honest.

I've written and thought a lot about what I want to achieve and how being ill has got in the way of that - and it has, there's no denying that I've been a bit zombiefied the past few years so artistic endevours have been thrown to the wayside. But now I've decided to try and change that. I can't catch up to where I should be if I hadn't been ill and been able to keep developing, so I'm just going to start again.

I bought myself a new sketchbook and I've started on the basics. Basics that I've done before but that hopefully this time will develop onto the bigger and better things that I want to be able to post here. I'm starting over and this time I'll keep going. I'm determined enough, that's for sure.

Then maybe I'll finally be able to tell you the stories I've been wanting to say .

(And to celebrate that fact I blank posted this journal - sorry about that)